这一天没有什么特别的.依然和一个不容易相处的,并且可以算上打了一架的人共处一个办公室.屋外的天,灰的,就像是大烟囱下的一个迷蒙世界.早上实在不情愿的起床,然后实在不情愿的去上班,去上课,然后实在不情愿的给人家结婚的随钱,实在不情愿的吃饭,实在 不情愿的在这里写着自己一年多没有更新的日志.

和小英子一样一年总结一次,但我不同的是,她一年中还可以记下发生的某几件事情,而我却都忘记了.一年,似乎就只是过了一天而已.有时候告诉自己每一天都是不一样的,但是真的,回忆起来,每一天过得又没有什么不同.

生活中总是充满了无奈,可能这半年来得太早,我仍然不能接受这个半年.

 

在西安呆了三年多，在冬天总是会盼望下雪。但西安的天总是会烂烂的叫人失望。2007过去了，迎来2008。没有特别的仪式，有一丝失望，因为，我的2007，没有雪。有点喜欢上的西安的感觉。因为它不会让你很激动，很兴奋的去想一些，或做一些事情。总是闷闷的，总是沉沉的。有点比得了北京。看见街头的卖唱，看到米皮，面皮店老板做东西的样子，会很欣赏他的心情。当然只是在我看来。

在西安，一直懒懒的做着自己。没有什么雄心壮志。有了，就把它给轻轻地按下去了。所以一直成绩平平。也算是满足了。我爱上了我的生活方式 。可是以后我不会再是这种生活方式。尝试了很多，可是没有什么东西可以让西安的天下雪。所以便开始要准备春天的衣物了。没想到

没想到昨天的天气预报让人吃了一惊，说有小雪，今天又是西北，西南，华北，华南地区有明显降水过程，其中华北南部。。。。。。。有大到暴雪。。。。。。这应是西安破天这一说法。

早晨出来，天空像一只巨大的筛子砂糠从远远的天上喷洒下来，又像一条条断了的银线，又像是一粒粒崩出来的银豆子，噌到伞面上，沙沙地，恼得人心痒痒的。没有流在身体下的湿痛感，只是轻轻的摩娑着。走在路上，身体两侧全是没有融化掉的小雪渣渣在跳着舞。。。天气还是阴阴的，不是下大雪时的干冷。会把人的心情弄得湿湿的，能一把扭出水来。

哈哈.又是一年六一时.

又是一年六一时,从十多岁起,就已经没有了过六一的兴趣,也许自己真的是早熟了.就像我十多岁但不再喜欢看动画片一样.今天有人跟我说六一快乐,我苦苦的一笑,说了声"谢谢".无奈之时,总时忘记跟人家说"你也是".多久后才想起来,补一个这样的祝福,"姐姐给你买糖吃".对方,笑了,要我现在就给买.我又无奈了.

早上,还遇见一朋友,穿一身黑白相间燕尾服样,见我就给了一红包,我可不情愿的接受了,你说这人心里边奇怪不奇怪,人家给红包,我还觉得就像是从我的骨子里抽血摘筋一样的,心疼呀!你说这奇怪不?反正是一点喜悦的心情都没有,倒让我从早晨一开始,便心情很不爽的,因为这朋友的热情让我浑身的感动.感动的时不时还要抽搐一下身子,摸摸,挠挠自己的红包,看看到底变大了,还是变小了.哎,竟不知,这红包是越看越大,越看越不爽啊,大节日的,这红包送得也太早了吧?我也长这么大了,这红包也送得太晚了吧?所以呢,一开始还是不接受的好.可谁知,还是净塞给我了.朋友也占了大便宜,在我这里吃饱喝足了,就回去了,估计我们以后也见不着面了.想来,这个年头,大家都各早忙着生命,生存和生意,天涯海角任我闯的,谁还有什么个朋友啊?更别说这红包的一面之交了.

不过,我也是不想再见这朋友了,毕竟,送了我东西,我也是请了吃饭的呀.而且,这红包让我现在还有个小印印呢.

这个朋友是谁呢?

一只大花蚊子

 

FROM THE DESK OF MR YUSUF MUSA,
BILLS AND EXCHANGE MANAGER,
BANK OF AFRICA (B.O.A)
OUAGADOUGOU-BURKINA FASO.

Dear Friend,                                               CONFIDENTIAL

I am the manager of bill and exchange at the foreign remittance department
of BANK OF AFrica(B.O.A) here in Ouagadougou, Burkina Faso. In my department
we discovered an abandoned sum of US$25m dollars (Twenty five Million US
dollars) in an account that belongs to one of our foreign
customer (MR. ANDREAS SCHRANNER from Munich, Germany) who died along with
his entire family in Jully 2000 in a plane crash.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/859479.stm

Since we got information about his death, we have been expecting his next
of kin to come over and claim his money because we cannot release it unless
some body applies for it as next of kin or relation to the deceased as
indicated
in our banking guidlings and laws but unfortunately we learntthat all his
supposed next of kin or relation died alongside with him at the plane crash
leavingnobody behind for the claim. It is therefore upon this discovery
that I now decided to make this business proposal to you and release the
money to you as the next of kin or relation to the deceased for safety and
subsequent disbursement since nobody is coming for it and we
don't want this money to go into the bank treasury as unclaimed bill.
The banking law and guidline here stipulates that if such money remained
unclaimed after fours years, the money will be transfered into the bank
treasury as unclaimed fund. The request of foreigner as next of kin in this
business is occassioned by the fact that the customer was a foreigner and
a Burkinabe cannot stand as next of kin to a foreigner.
I agree that 30% of this money will be for you as a respect to the provision
of a foriegn account , 10% will be set aside for expenses incurred during

the business and 60% would be for me Thereafter, I will visit your country
for disbursement according to the percentage indicated Therefore, to enable
the immediate transfer of this fund to you arranged,you must apply first
to
the bank as relation or next of kin of the deceased indicating your bank
name, your bank account number, your private telephone and fax number for
easy and effective communication and location where in the money will be
remitted.
Upon receipt of your reply, I will send to you by fax or email the text
of the application . I will not fail to bring to your notice this
transaction
is hitch-free and that you should not entertain any atom of fear as all
required arrangements have been made for the transfer. You should contact
me
immediately as soon as you receive this letter.
Trusting to hear from you immediately.
Yours Faithfully,
YUSUF MUSA
BANK OF AFRICA (B.O.A)
TREAT AS URGENT AND CONFIDENCIAL

 

 

 

今天收到这样一封邮件,怪怪的

      雪，化为水，结成冰，与水泥路粘着，是一面罩了灰尘的不透明的镜子。没有云的天，很纯很纯的蓝。我用眼睛搜索着，——怎么还留下没有溜走的一团小云儿？噢，那是月亮。
　　 四点钟的月亮，下午，在冬季。
　　 第一次看见这样的奇迹。想到如昨天我已经消失，今天如何会在西安古城郊外看到你。扶扶垂下的眼镜，又定眼望去，上弦月。月亮，它就静静地，静静地睡在那里。鸟儿的声音也没有，树叶的籁籁也没有，人儿亦停住了脚步。月儿今天白的如此透明，白的如此秀气，白的如此安静。月儿，难道今天你没有身着长裙，只抚了 一件轻纱？缥缈，却也如此的动人。伸一个手指过去，突然，我缩了回来——我不能破坏这美的景致。
　　 伫立。
　　 仰视。
　　 它依然在那里。我望着它，它看着我。如果说远眺只是，只是它的模糊的身影，此时 ，它已经映在我的心里。
　　想起来一件事。下雪了，天冷。假如你只披了一件轻纱，那么，如果你愿意，把我的蓝围巾搞去吧。与你的背景相同的色调，不会减少任何你的美。
　　 眼前掠过去时抹淡淡的蓝。
　　 心底流动着一泓感情的小溪。溪水低吟着蓝色的曲调，各着一首《假如你愿意》的诗，缓缓向前方流开去。